Friday, May 04, 2012

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tak tau nk tulis apa.. sebab banyak gila aku nk tulis, macam2 berlaku dlm masa 4 5 hari.. masalah datang bergunung-gunung. aku pun tak tahu la. sakit kepala.. ku sangka panas dri pg ke ptg, rupanya hujan di tengah hari. sapa sangka di dalam air tenang tu ada buaya. mula2 masalah ini, pastu mai lagi masalah. lagi2 masalah pasal hati.. aku malas snanrnya nk gado pasal ni. bukan cara aku. macam mana aku terpanggil nak pergi juga ke sana. berhadapan dengan masalah yang aku sendiri tak pasti bila akan tamat. DENGAN AMAN. aku dituduh macam2, dimaki. ikutkan aku nak je aku jack pala dia. tpi aku pk, aku pmpuan, sama2 pmpuan. tak elok nk terjerit2, nyalak2 buat malu kat org. kalau ckp baik2, aku tak kesah, aku bukan lah kejam. aku takde niat nk amek, nk rampas daripada dia. napa dia mesti nk salahkan aku seorg? cuba dia pk, apa dia buat selama ni. jangan asek nk menuding jari kt org ja. sampai skang aku tk leh lupa kejadian tu. segala bait-bait dia cakap tu aku tak boleh nk let go. fine, mende dh lepas, aku tak patut hukum mende dh lepas. cause people don't live there anymore. just live a life to the fullest. to her, if u wanna be happy, u just let go of the past. kalau betul dia jodoh ko, ko jgn isau, aku akan lepaskan. jgn la ada dendam, kite semua manusia biasa. aku tak ske nk benci orang, perasaan benci kat org tu tak seronok. i just wanna be happy. ckp ngan aku baik2, elok2. jgn men tengking, sergah gitu. sapa pon tak ske.semoga tiada dendam di antara kita. insyaallah.

6 comments:

  1. People will speak idiot when they lost control.No worries. Tiada dendam. Cannot simply throw out the past, it will be take time to recover. he's a good guy. But everyone have their own weaknesses. Everyone have their responsibilities as well. leave or leaved or sympathy is not the question/reason in this actually. The point that should be raise is 'Why still giving some hope to someone in the same time he already got someone else'. This is UNFAIR to both of "someone".

    ...its ok, as u said, past is past. it will be better in time. Have a good life!

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  2. FYI, he didn't give any hopes to her. it's her fault. she left him whenever she like and came back whenever she wanted. this wasn't fair to him. when he found someone else, she started to freak out and psycho him. this is so insane. whatever is, thanks for your concern though. :) even i don't know who you are.. thanks...

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  3. Yes, exactly u don’t know who I am. Anyway, whatever it is, his words is hopes to her. My advice, pls know each other. He always need someone to support him. As u said that girl leave him. But that boy said this is his 1st time he leave a girl. Hahahaha, how funny, It just 3 months not 3 years. This is called weak! Love is more than talk & support. “Tanggungjawab dan pengorbanan”. He & u don’t know what happen to that girl in between of 3 months, what she did, what she think & what she had been through. Pls think if u in her shoes. Not easily get wrong with someone. I know what u feel, but u must know what that girl feels.

    We’re totally have different character. I think I know him more than u. Pls take care of him. He exactly need support that that girl cannot proceed to give. As that girl always saying to that boy before, a boy & a girl cannot be a bestfriend. It will be hurt someone soon. 

    Pls take care of him.

    Regards,
    ‘that girl’

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  4. WHAT WORDS THAT GIVE HOPES TO HER? SHE JUST MISUNDERSTOOD THE SITUATION.so you are "the girl". so why did you always leave him hanging alone? you come and go whenever you wanted. i just wanted to talk nicely but you just blew me away. u know him better than i am, if you think so, i think this is will not happen. 3 months you keep quiet, didn't respond and how can you expect him to do? do you think this is easy for me? i am sorry what happened but i think i need you to know that you should learn the mistakes. but please don't "mengungkit" it shows that you are not "ikhlas" what you did to him. tanggungjawab and pengorbanan? i return this words to you. you should think more what you said. and yes, i am really sorry. don't worry, if you are meant to be with him, i'll let him go.

    sincerely,
    me

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  5. huhu..i know him well thats y i leave him. no thanks.. just keep it. i dun wanna guy like him anymore. his not belong to me. u more deserve to him. yes i am, im totally learn from this. bkn mengungkit,hanya peringatan, he do the same things. n FYI anith, i'm not going anywhere. i have no money to going anywhere coz i spend to him, dlm mase baru membina kerjaya adalah sukar. bkn mengungkit. hanya nk mluah. sesungguhnya kesilapan dimana2, bkn di sebalah pihak. i'm totally stress before. n he knew that. but he do nothing. neway, x nk igt dah all that shit. i have my own life now. hope it will better than my pas.w8 i seek is sum1 mature that can take care of me more that i take care a guy like him b4.

    harapan yg diberikan lebih dari kata2. if u wanna know ask him.
    u can say anything coz u not me.

    thanks.
    bye :)

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  6. haha u know him well and said that's y u left him and then why did u come back if u wanna leave him in the first place? okay2 whatever is i pray for the best for you. take care and have a great life ahead. i don't want to ask him cause i don't need it. yes, indeed, i have no rights to say anything cause i'm not u therefore i don't give a damn. you are you and me is me.

    welcome, tata (:

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